Unexpected Forgivness

Nothing has really changed in my home. We are waiting for my husband's new place to be ready before he moves out. Things seem normal for the most part. My husband still goes to work, sleeps on the floor, and does what he wants. But what surprised me about the last few days is I am NOT mad at my husband for all the stuff he has chosen to stop doing for the last few years. I don't know how it happened. I wish I did, so I could share my secret, but by deciding to get divorced and he was never going to do what he used all of my anger went away.